He wrote a journal about the things that never happen to him. He calls it his alternate universe.
This is a sample of what he wrote in his journal:
We're both very shy. Like timid school children.
As I was standing there in the hallway of her fifth floor apartment, I asked her whether she'll let me kiss her forehead to make the headache go away.
She smiled the smile that make heart of men skipped a beat.
I leaned forward and planted a kiss that will forever change my life.